Who am I kidding?

So much for a new year new start. I have so far managed to hide behind a falsehood of smiles and giggles yet in the darkness of my room have cried.

2011 has indeed brought changes. Stuart has terminated the friendship and expects me to be huddled in a corner crying and self harming, but anyone who dumps someone via email really isn't worth my tears. :o)

Ste and G as lovely as they are can't be there. And my other friends seem like they are pushing me away.

I shall not be destroyed though. As Ben tells me I am awesome. If other people can't see that, then that's not my problem. I just wish I could see the awesomeness too.

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